Semblance Of Indifference

I want to be nonchalant.I want to act like It matters not.Like I am calmWhen I have so manyRacing turbulent thoughts.I want to give nothing away.To have my feelings stayHidden from himOr anyone else W_ Hildegarde:Outside issues always seemed to break us down and cause us to take out our anger on eachother.(4 August 2017) Jade:Is this [...]
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Susana:
He told me he didn t have any social media accounts but I did a little investigating and found out that he s been in an almost 10 year relationship with his girlfriend and is living with her.
(7 August 2017)

Susana:
As we grew closer, we started to get more sexual and he could send me naked pictures and we would get naked on cam together.
(7 August 2017)

Susana:
We would Skype each other and video chat almost every day.
(7 August 2017)

Susana:
Still, he told me how much he liked me and wished he lived closer so I could be his girlfriend.
(7 August 2017)

Susana:
We live in different countries (us and canada) so the chances of us meeting were pretty slim I guess.
(7 August 2017)

Susana:
So I met a guy online and instantly fell for him.
(7 August 2017)

Chantay:
Her name is Ellie last name is Fraser.
(7 August 2017)

Maddie:
Do you think I annoy her?
(7 August 2017)

Maddie:
I text her everyday and she thanks me and puts a smiley face.
(7 August 2017)

Maddie:
I offered to make her a sandwich and she said she was okay.
(7 August 2017)