Gay Male Seeking Female Friend for Exploration

I am a gay male seeking a kind female teacher to guide me through my first sexual experience with a woman. let me explain I admit I am a tad bit anxious in writing this ad, but I have made up my mind and know I want to do this and refuse to listen to [...]
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Josefine:
The first guy was born on May 1st.
(1 December 2016)

Natividad:
Is it best if I turn down an internship I accepted if I don t think I can do the full-year commitment?
(1 December 2016)

Natividad:
I feel terrible, but I feel like it would be worse if I waited until about three months into the internship to turn it down.
(1 December 2016)

Natividad:
I recently accepted an internship that would last a year, but I realized I would rather try to get a full-time job in a few months, so should I renege my internship acceptance?
(1 December 2016)

Milissa:
What's the worst she can do about it?
(1 December 2016)

Milissa:
And what can I do about it if she did?
(1 December 2016)

Milissa:
Is it possible that she use things I said to her against me?
(1 December 2016)

Milissa:
As I said I don't really trust her and now I regret that I talked to her about it.
(1 December 2016)

Milissa:
Though I didn't have much trust on this friend of mine, I told her everything.
(1 December 2016)

Milissa:
So yesterday I wasn't feeling alright and I needed someone to talk to.
(1 December 2016)