Depressed obese girl

Hi. I am a 33 year old sad depressed obese girl. Battling some demons. Anyway, I am looking for some who does mind the fact that I’m a ssbbw. Would like to find someone to help me smile from the inside out. //meelp.com/profile/sarasarita3 Maren:I CANT FORGIVE MYSELF!?(4 December 2016) Kathern:Will he answer me back?(4 [...]
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Fernande:
How to deal with this older sibling?
(25 December 2016)

Fernande:
Just give me a way so that I can deal with this and she can learn to fix herself.
(25 December 2016)

Fernande:
She s incredibly stubborn and has such a low opinion of me that she ll probably never listen to me anyway.
(25 December 2016)

Fernande:
I have basically given up on trying to change her.
(25 December 2016)

Fernande:
She won t listen to me when I tell her to stop.
(25 December 2016)

Fernande:
Whenever I am arguing or discussing with someone else (not involving her at all), she always barges into the argument as if she s my legal guardian and ends up making things way worse.
(25 December 2016)

Fernande:
But the final reason is something that makes it so hard for me.
(25 December 2016)

Fernande:
Again, even this I could deal with, if that s all it was.
(25 December 2016)

Fernande:
But another thing she does is whenever she holds a grudge against me, she always speaks badly about me to others and makes things uncomfortable.
(25 December 2016)

Fernande:
If it was just this, I wouldn t care as much.
(25 December 2016)